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To feel is to risk pain

When have I hurt so much from one person?

I hate myself for caring

I hate you for admitting the same.

If it isn't spoken, it can be denied.

Denial is a specialty these days.

You've taught me well and

I can't stand you for that!

It's not fair that we've changed places.

How could I ever have thought that you had it better?

How can you shut people out and not feel it?

I want to cry and sob in your arms.

I want you to hold me and say,

"It'll be all right."

I want to go to you and stay there.

I have turned everyone away.

You have unwillingly stolen my heart.

I don't want to give it to you.

I want to be safe and secure.

You can't give me that, can you?

You damn lunatic, we're a crazy match!

What is the reason for this?

Tell me...

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